Another term another obstacle

After finding out I had marginally failed my Multiples project I then had a slight rant online - which is now forever removed from the public world - but talking things out with lecturers has helped me a lot.

I mean I did really well with my sketchbook so now its only working out how to redo my final piece which even I admit was not how I wanted it to be. It ended up looking like... plaster body parts placed on astro-turf... It had no real thought behind it seemingly when there was some, it just didn't come across.

SO

I have no clue what to change and how to change it. Its between painting over the tally-marks, possibly painting the buboes, and then maybe having an external photo shoot to get it in a real outdoor-sy atmosphere and then have a photograph of the "sculpture" be my final piece. Which is soooooo much better than what I had before. 

Or... Recreate an old idea I had of a drawing of a man's face in pain, with watercolour dripping buboes and all on top of the nursery rhyme "Ring-a-ring a rosey" (which is about the plague if you didn't already know that.) 

The decision is all mine but I cannot make a decision for myself ever so instead of starting it tonight... I'm blogging. 

I will get some perspective tomorrow hopefully and then I can start working on whichever I decide, what path I choose... Pray for me. This is gonna get hard...